Cosmetology fun

Okay, so yesterday ( May 27, 2011 ) E.J from Matrix representative stopped by and brought in a two guys that that won an international hairstyling and cosmetology show. They actually get to travel around the world and states I think and speak to students like me. It's pretty interesting on how they won. Their stories are very inspiring and emotional. I was crying up a storm when they spoke out their hearts.

This guy Sam, he came from Illinoise and wasn't expecting to win at all. He won in the top 10 finalists. Then the question came up and they asked what was your dream? Your goal? I mentioned mine.

I said that since I had open heart surgery, and I was/ am the first child to have it in "Gift of Life " Program to have the open heart surgery, I would like to help these children to feel special and beautiful about them selves. Maybe get their hair, make up done and nails. All the little things that little girls and maybe boys would like to get done. When I was done speaking this, I got a clapping ovation. It felt good you know. I finally spoke out my goal and every one loved it. I just still am in complete utter shock in finding out that I was the first child.

Was I ever Bullied?

Believe it or not, yes. I was bullied. And still am. I am 23 years old attending adult, yes adult cosmetology and unfortunately, I am being bullied. It's sad to say that adults do it to just as much as kids. It's embarrassing, hurtful, and annoying. The picture above is me. It hurts when girls in my cosmetology class say these hurtful things about me. Especially when they're so nice to me in class, but when they're saying all these things behind my back like on Facebook for example, it feels like some one pulled a knife right through your chest. It's not fun at all. I just found out that this girl in my class finally accepted my request on Facebook. When I was looking through her profile, I saw these comments about me. And they were really ridiculous. I have done nothing to them to hate me that much. I try to be nice to them all the time. And that isn't working. It's creating more drama.

Heads up people, DO NOT! I say DO NOT trust any one. They are all lying, two faced B*TCHES! These girls think they know everything about me, but they don't know nothing. They only know what I tell them. I just don't get why it's always me that get's bullied. Can't it be some one else? Seriously. I mean, I don't wish it upon any one to get picked on, it's horrible and wrong. But it's always me.